I'm beginning to wonder if some of my blogging isn't because of Slender Man. I can't sleep tonight, I'm too wound up over that package. I made sure to change the ring tone so it wouldn't freak me out. Something sort of soothing. Of course, when it actually rings, I doubt with great severity that I'll actually be calm.
Back on track though, I'm wide awake, so what do I do? I grab my laptop and hop on my blog. I felt a change of theme was necessary. I put up the rose background because MrStumblr always brought me flowers on our dates. Every time he had a bouquet in hand. But the wine glass feels better for some reason.
Tomorrow I'm going to lease a proper apartment of my own and look for a job. Globe trotting got me nowhere, so I may as well make a vague attempt to live a normal life. For now though, there's a box of wine in the fridge with my name on it. No, literally. If I didn't write my name on it, my amazing friend would have claimed it as hers long ago and left none for me. But I need a glass and some music. Hopefully that'll help me sleep.